Monday, January 19, 2009
Daddy's at work
So Nathan went to work today. I was so sad yesterday just thinking about it. I cried like a big baby, and this morning was hard letting him go. I just feel like he needs to be here with us. Hopefully he will come home at a decent time and be able to hang out with us. It will be nice when I can do more around the house so he can have more baby time. I'm feeling a little better today. I'm still taking the pain meds, but if I stretch out the dose a little, I don't hurt quite so bad as yesterday. Little boy was awake from 1:30 am till 4:30 am again... He would eat, sleep, wake, eat, sleep wake every 30 mins or hour. I dozed off a little bit, but it's not the same sleeping with him draped over me. I know it's not good to do, but I can't help fall asleep. At 4:30 I broke down and got Nathan to put him in his bed and find his hat. I think he sleeps better with his hat on. It gets cool at night and it's hot during the day. So we need air conditioner during the day and heater at night. So Nathan had to turn the heater on at 4:30. He didn't seem to mind getting up for a few minutes. Lil boy ate again at 7 am, then slept till almost 10 am. I feel pretty rested, but I might do a few things on the computer while he is sleeping, then take a little nap.