Leaving Boo

Yesterday I actually felt ok about going to work Nathan's sister babysat and all was well. Paulina is feeling bad still, and I think it's too much for her to have the baby. Not her fault at all, and I know she would have kept him for me. I left him with our neighbors. They are retired and have grandkids. I trust them fully and know Boo will be fine and spoiled like usual. BUT... it was so hard. Just leaving him there when I would rather be with him. I wish... That's all I'll say for now.